L.O.N.E.L.Y yet again..

Here I am sitting on the bed with my lappy @ BB's house.. YES!!! I'm ALONE AGAIN!!! Sickening! Friday nite, Saturday nite, both like that!!! Damn CCCCBBBB lor..

Last nite got a meeting then gotta rush to Tampines to do some bloody shiiiiit.. Today got creeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew nite.. Estimate it to end at 10pm MY ARSE!!! *sigh* Why don't he feel the urgency or the "Poor BB, staying ALONE @ home on SAT NITE"?? If I don't wait for me over there, he'll take ages to come back! He can NEVER feel the need to RUSH home!! Juz don't like that attitude of his.. Doesn't make me feel the LEAST important! He's the kind will wait till EVERYONE goes home then he goes home kind. Don't understand why.. *SIGH*

Yes yes.. He's working! Earning money! But for what? To buy that new pair of skates, shin guards or whatever!!! Did he even think of going for a nice dinner with me or bring me for some show that I WANNA WATCH??!! BIG BIG N.O!!! How loved can I be expected to feel? Told me not to buy the buff 'coz he can prob get a discount for me but until now, NO BUFF to be seen.. Can still tell me, "O, I think sold lorz".. WOW!!

I juz need to feel important and loved.. So difficult?? Why do I think of him when I go shopping? Buying him this shirt or that accessory that he may like? Does he remember what I like? My BACKSIDE ar! He say wait till tomorrow to see what he has planned.. WE'LL SEE!!! KNS lor.. That day can say I'm the one always sleeping till so late on Sundays that plans cannot be carried out.. BULLSHIT!! Can always wake me up what.. 101 EXCUSE for everything..

Ask him why never read my blog, say he has no internet access. Fair n square.. Now has internet access, read also never read! Ask also never ask! Stupid fart.. *sigh* Juz show more concern and love and importance will you?? Make me feel wanted lor..

If I'm not the one travelling to your area, do you think we'll EVER meet?? NO lor.. He juz can't seem to understand how I work or what I'm like or how I feel..

He juz got back, expect me to give him a kiss.. Didn't even bother to say SORRY when he came back so late.. Stupid shit.. ALWAYS HIM HIM HIM!!! Where's me?? Vanished in thin air..