oOooHhh MaRiA!!! Can YOU see this? Kekeke!!!
I'm so fucked!!! Interest is diminishing in current workplace.. Feel so 'NUA'.. Absolutely NO mood to work.. Y Y Y Y? Dunno at all.. Can't be so irresponsible.. Never felt so shitty, incompetent, distressed ever in my lyfe.. Everything is juz going off track! *sigh* HELP!!!
What's mOi future going to be like? In the same line? But would my passion rekindle by itself? I feel so drained currently.. Seems lyfeless.. What's happening? Am so lost.. What's in store for me? Hope the answer comes FAAAAAAAST!!!
Hongkong.. Seems impossible.. Bro doesn't wanna pass me the money.. I'm SHITTED!!! Can't I take a break after so much things happened? Dun understand how he thinks at ALL! It's a LOAN, not asking him to pay.. Why can't he be like other brothers? Why can't I have the kinda family that others have? I juz dun understand..
Since young, Mum has doted on me, Bro has always scolded her for buying stuff for me. Yes, yes it's true that it makes it difficult for me to save money now 'coz it's been a habit.. BUT, I've not been spending my money lavishly! Haven't splurge on myself for a LOOOOng time.. Used to buy shoes so often BUT NOW, not even a pair of slippers.. Yet, Bro doesn't see it and condemns me.. *sigh* What kinda mindset does he have?? I seriously dunno man..
Wanna take a break in Hongkong, cannot! I wanted so much to go HK's Disneyland 'coz Mum wanted to bring me once it opened but it can never happen.. I can only 'bring' Mum there now.. Bro seems so heartless.. I know it's for my own good but he's juz sooooo *grrrrrr*! Can't you even let your sis go enjoy her trip after so much has happened? I'm so stressed @ work.. Relationship's the same.. WHY CAN'T HE UNDERSTAND?????????????????????? Mummy, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee HELP me!!! I need to UNWIND!!! Should I buy 4D?????????? AAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
*SOB SOB*
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