November 17, 2005

What Is Left For Me??

We maybe seen together every single time but when are the times that we are spending time together alone, enjoying each other's company?? Seems to be getting stagnant as I can even write out our everyday lives.. Here goes!!

Monday
He works till abt 6pm then head down to coach his staff and might even play during Jerald's slot which is all the way till 10pm... After that, it's supper with his staff... What abt me?? Juz tag along...

Tuesday
Works till 10pm... After that, it's either home or hang out with his staff... What abt me?? Juz tag along...

Wednesday
After work, it's hockey time! I've hockey with my team-mates too and sometimes join his training till 10pm... After which, it's kopi-tiam time with the babes and hunks of Wild Vines & KXK!!!

Thursday
OH! Exciting day! He's supposed to work till 6pm but then, it's not always the case... Sometimes, he has to work till 8 or 9pm... Where will I be?? Stupidly waiting for him @ the shop, thinking he'll end at 6pm... Though he stops @ 9pm, thinking there'll be time for movies?? Not really, he has gotta go home, bathe and change before he can sit in front of the screens thus, we'll juz stay @ home...

Friday
Friday NITE SKATE!!! Till 9pm... Then after the packing up, it's off to returning the van and blah blah blah before heading home for a late dinner and TV! ME??? Oh, I'll be out with my friends till after Friday Nite Skate and meet him then lor...

Saturday
Work, work, work... All the way till 4pm... Then we'll rush to have Wild Vines training and then he'll probably play Piranhas slot FOR A WHILE which is normally till 10pm... And what do we do after that?? CORRECTO!!! It's to the kopitiam we go!!! Sometimes go into JB for seafood supper wor... That's exciting!!

Sunday
A day for us to catch our lost sleep...which is normally till afternoon time and we'll juz get lunch before he heads to the court again for training with JTK as he's going Hongkong with them... The other day I heard he'll go down to the court & shop and see how things go... My goodness... Our only day that we can have it to ourselves is down the drain too...

To see him, I've gotta tag along his life... Plan according to his life... What about mine??? How about planning according to my life??? How about making sure you have time for me??? What about feeling that you have not spent enough quality time with me??? *sigh* It seems that our lives are so packed with your events... Do you even realize that I should be included in your life rather than riding on your life???

Just need to see the effort and feel that I'm important...

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