How do you know if you LIKE someone?

omg.. i've never felt so clueless b4.. does thinking of him mean anything? does missing him mean anything? does wanting to hear from him mean anything? i think so but i hope not.. funny eh? not quite.. maybe i don't wish to like anyone now.. maybe i'm afraid of being rejected.. maybe, i dont' know anything.. i've never liked fighting in a losing battle.. i kinda know things will not work out between us and probably that's why i'm keeping feelings aside..

somehow it's rather weird that i can't be sure if i do like him or not.. i think he's cute, admire his way of thinking and many others.. hhmmmm..seems like a lot of things abt him that attracts me.. hahaha!! o wells, it's gonna stay like this now n in time to come until i know for sure that i like him..

so, let's juz leave it as a question mark for now..