I've told him...

...about me feelings. It was done over sms. A long sms was sent via the M1 network and *briiiing* a reply was sent back within minutes. Nothing much said but it was clear enough to know it's friends we want to stay as. That was pretty much expected though. I felt lighter after mustering up all courage to select his name and tapping on e 'Send' button..

..I asked if he knew it before I told him and he said, 'No'. Was he insensitive? Or I was just in the buddy buddy zone that the efforts shown were buddy-like? Enough of questions.. There isn't a need to.. It's clear to me now that there is only a direction for me to move towards and that is simply to let feelings fade. Stupid 'ol me.. Clearly states that we are different on our packagings but yet allowed my heart to open up and be filled with feelings for him..

..I juz hope that everything will be e same like what he said 'coz I don't wish to lose a friend juz bcoz of this feelings thingie. 'Coz it'll be so weird and all when we bum around in a group. We'll see how it goes..