a.n.k.l.e

what's wrong w my ankie? i seriously dunno.. all i noe is when i stride on my skates, it hurts.. hurts at e back of my ankle.. e chinese sinseh i went e other time said it's a strain on e back ligament, needs accupuncture.. eeewwww! i hate needles! e wester doctor said i've to go for some MRI which costs a bomb and then decide if an operation is needed or simply, give up skating.. i was like WTF!!! i can't give up skating! CANNOT! C.A.N.N.O.T!!! over me dead body! anything but skating!

i've been skating since 1995.. ice skating / inline skating (officially is 2003).. i've always enjoyed this sport! it'll b a BIG blow to me if i've gotta stop.. i've juz got into ice hockey after mia-ing from e scene for abt 5 yrs n m returning to e inline hockey scene after nearly 1 yr of absence. i wanna go back to e scene again! i wan! i wan! *sobs* feel so helpless..

i dunno wat to do to revive my ankie.. i stopped hockey & skating for months in a bid to let it recover.. but shit! it's not recovering! not even e slightest bit!!! wtf!!! it hurts e moment i stride! can u believe it? argh!!! it's frustrating enuf dat my ankie is such, it's even more frustrating when u can't do anything abt it!

juz got introduced to a sportz doc that might be able to point out what exactly is wrong.. i'm juz praying it's nt too ex.. i wanna get to e bottom of dis n return to e scene again! i miss e adrenaline! e action! e fun! e crowd! e rowdiness! e breeze! everything abt it!

age is catching up.. knee is breaking down too.. wonder why it has been feeling sore these few days.. rheumatism? i hope not.. scary.. 1st sign of aging.. *sigh* sportz doc, here i come..

i mizz my sports.. *sobs*