m i R, S or L?
(in continuation from e previous entry)

m i a reason, season or lifetime in ur life? i hope to give you e support that you need, be it emotionally, physically or mentally.. but does that mean i m a reason? something that will end upon u returning to your strong self? i dun wish to disappear.. dun wish for it to stop..

or m i season? teaching you things that will benefit you at this point of time? to guide you along e pathway, or rather to offer a big bright torch to light e path for you to find e correct exit? i hope i m doing all these but then again, does it mean i'll disappear once my mission is completed? will i b like e season? only to b around for a period of time n then vanish into thin air?

is there a possibility that i'm e lifetime? for u to love and build something with? but if this is so, why at this point of time? can't it happen at a more appropriate time? things seem to be in place but there is a factor.. a factor that i cannot adjust / ignore..

is it really so wonderful? or is it juz like any fairy tale that never existed? how can it b so perfect n yet not so? there are things we share.. there are things we have in common.. but what does that prove? doesn't seem to prove anything..

everything seems so beautiful but yet it's not.. what is e reason of this whole issue? what is e lesson behind this episode? i wish to find out but it doesn't seem any time soon that i will get to know.. let's sit back n wait for e outcome..