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does wisdom grow w age or does it diminish?

i'm so sick of his clear stupidity n acting smart stint. e stunts that he pull, simply amazing.. he seems to be changing.. even his ethnic group seems to be changing.. i feel as though i stepped into someone else's home, with e playing of music that's alien to my ears, in my 27 yrs of life. e music irritates and agitates me..

i locked myself in e room, disbelieving that this is happening to me, at this point of life. seems like life's kinda crashing on me.. me, being me.. refuse to bow down n raise e white flag. for years, i've been pampered.. n now, things are derailing into something i've never quite thought will happen to me.. i wonder.. why are all these happening to me?

e different issues i'm facing, i've gotta see to them heads-on. despite e many head-banging results, i'm determined to pursue what i want.. but then again, e determination is dwindling.. i'm to my limit.. to e brim of my patience.. i may juz choose to disappear n ignore e presence..

i'm disappointed.. irritated as well.. it seems e light is shining.. he chose to have dinner over spending time w n cheering up e one that he claims to like n wanna try w.. owells, doesn't seem like e decision proved anything.. wrong.. it did proved something.. proved that my judgement was wrong.. or rather, still is wrong.. i guess that is it..

i'm planning for my life.. my future n how i shall place my tokens.. now, i really understand e wonders of e $ sign.. i wanna b financially stable n move on w my life, searching for e stability n security that i probably want..

i m on my own.. single.. independent..