.tired.

tired of being misinterpreted..
tired of being misunderstood..
tired of being accused..

every single thing i do, my good intentions somehow can be seen as something negative by u.. i wonder why.. maybe it's what happened b4 that u have built such an impression of me.. i've been trying hard to redeem myself but nvr once i have been successful..

i try to be helpful, i'm seen as being pushy..
i try to tell u how i feel, i'm seen as over-sensitive..
i try to explain things to u, i'm seen as unreasonable..

tired..

i dunno what to do.. i need ur help..
ur help to tell urself that i've been understanding..
ur help to tell urself that i trust u..
ur help to tell urself that i'm juz feeling uneasy & nothing else..
ur help to tell urself that i m juz a ger..

it's a very simple thing.. why can't u juz try n see it from my point of view instead of holding on to ur pride that u've did nothing wrong.. yes, u've done nothing wrong.. n i totally trust u on it.. but pls, really.. pls try n stand fr my pt of view n see things fr this side.. my true intentions.. my actual meanings.. my real feelings..

after every quarrel, i dun need u to say things to spite me.. i need comforting words.. reassuring me that u truly understand what i need n that ul work on things together w me..

i juz need a chance to redeem myself.. nobody likes to be misunderstood n it's a sucky feeling..

upset