love.gone.astray

her love was strong for him till her last breath.. she struggled to wait for him to visit her in e nite before she left dis world with tears rolling down her cheek.. she, is and forever will be, e most beloved person in my life..

b4 she left, she ensured that he will haf a secure roof over his head.. she signed up a policy dat will deem e house as fully paid upon her demise, allowing him e luxury of not paying a single cent from his pocket / cpf.. these are efforts showing her love for him b4 she left for good.. however, these efforts were not recognised.. not a sign of gratitude from him..

instead of being grateful for e efforts she has put in, he is now taking advantage of it.. how? he intends to sell e flat.. why? so that he can have e profits.. for? his future.. wat bullshit.. i'm not a 3 years old kiddo.. i know wat's happening..

was it e love that she has for him that made her did so many things for him? it seems love is really blind.. wat happened to his love for her? vanished into thin air? or has his conscience disappeared? did he not see her efforts and wake up from his stupid ideas?

i can't take all dis bullshit anymore.. enuf is enuf.. i saw hw she worked her life (literally) to support this roof.. it hurts to see her go weak all of a sudden n hw she went down so quickly that there was no time for her to take a sneak peek at e enjoyments of life that she could probably have, after all that slogging.. it hurts to see hw her efforts haf gone to waste.. n i'm not gonna sit here n do nothing..

i'm gonna revive her efforts n in turn, see hw he can survive in his dreams.. he does not deserve her efforts.. he has thrown her efforts into e bin after mis-using them as well.. too bad for him that he has crossed e line..

time.to.wake.up