"aaaahhhhhh.........." - a moment to relax

finally.. i can sit down and breathe.. for the past weeks, i've been rushing here n there, this n that.. nt that i'm all done for my event.. i juz decided to gif myself a break b4 my mind runs away from me..

on e way bak home after an event, my colleague was saying i'm e first bwc officer that didn't complained as much.. especially after i've spent near 2 years in this portfolio.. my answer to him? what's e point of grumbling & complaining, end up feeling shitty and lug yourself to get things done? might s well, get things done n enjoy e satisfaction when things turn well..

it got me thinking.. as much as i m enjoying my current job, i'm feeling drained.. nt that i'm complaining abt working on weekday nites or weekends, i juz feel that i need some of those time to get back my life.. so much so, that i've been missing out on meeting up w my usual clique..

thanks to my job, i'm nw called e pilot.. 'coz i flew too many aeroplanes.. *sigh* but i've been feeling so tired that i juz needed sm 'i need to stay at home & re-energise time'.. u know u get to e point that u miss e simplest thing, i.e. lying on bed, watching tv.. yups, that's happening to me now..

i've been playing hockey or skating for e longest time.. think abt 12 years already? but i did rest for some years too la.. s much s i miss playing e sport n hanging out w my teamies, i really need to find that energy.. ggrrrrr!

but i guess, e fault lies w me too.. i've gotta get it started so that it'll fall into a routine and i'll b so used to it.. yes, that step to take! n of coz, i'll need his support too.. he's part of e reason why i haven't been bak to play e sport.. somehw, he dislikes e idea of me playing hockey.. xiao eh.. dunno wat kinda thinking he has la.. but to me, that's my sport n has been my sport for e longest time, so please accept it.. i'll prove to u that i lurve this sport n that it's in my life..

aahhh!! i miss so many things.. i miss hockey.. i miss skating down ecp late at nite w uncle ed & gang.. i miss slacking at coffee club w di & gang.. i miss diving.. i miss drinking n nua-ing at di's place..

to my frenz whom i've neglected for e past mths, i'm terribly sorry abt it.. i've really been drained at work n i believe it will continue to be this case until they find my buddy 'coz nw, it's satu orang doing dua orang's job! but come 1 sep onwards, i'll haf more time on hand and gonna flood ur diary w appt with ME!!

u know i miss & love u BITCHES!!

MUACKS! HUGS!