update update

wow! it's been 1 mth since i last posted any thingie.. haha~ have been too bz.. work la.. preparations la.. n so forth n so on..

somehow work has been draining.. need to find that 'oomph' that i once had to up my energy level.. nw, i feel like a passive worker.. *gosh* i can't stand being a passive worker.. maybe i haf been unhealthy / having lack of GOOD sleep > being nua > being passive.. maybe..

o wells! i need to get back in shape too! been talking dat i wanna go back to my hockey fun but haven't gotten abt it.. juz dun haf e 'oomph' to get on abt it.. hw come??!! i really dunno man.. last time i used to b so on abt things.. nw, i'm like a dead duck..

no no no! i can't let that happen! i shld take dat step n go down for training!!! i miss my gers! i miss e fun!! e miss e skating!! i miss those times!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH! ok, nw i think i m stressed.. hhmmmm..

i need to destressssssssssssssssssss! but hwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww?

H.E.L.P!!