forgive.forget

among everyone else..
i thought u understood me..

for various reasons..
i thought u understood me..

being in e events line..
timing is unpredictable..

i noe i've stood u up many a time..
i apologised..
i thought u understood..

i thought u could understand wat i'm gng thru..
piles of work, endless events, tiring nites & weekends..

e moment i noe i haf a free time, i try to arrange to meet-up coz i miss hanging out w u peeps.. i've missed out alot n i noe i've disappointed u too.. i noe u had to ventilate thus, i kept mum when u go on n on abt our missed appts.. but shouldn't there b an end? 'coz i thought e ultimate aim for us was to catch up on lost time? to enjoy each other's crap & company?

i need to ventilate too..
i thought u understood me..
i thought no matter wat, i was 1 of e closest..
but i guess i thought wrong..

nw, i'm e magnet for all e name-calling.. i dun quite understand.. is having gained weight a taboo?

having being me for so long, i dun take reverse psychology to heart.. it has adverse effects on me.. i'm allergic to it.. i'm also allergic to comparison.. i take a dose of that n i feel quesy n irritated immediately..

i may haf a gd temper n can take jokes pretty well.. bt i hope e rite time is chosen.. nobody likes to b irritated after a hard day at work..

i need to ventilate n that's why this post is created.. i've kept inside for sometime.. learning to b patient n wait for e day it'll all end.. to me, ur still my bitch n nothing's gonna change that no matter wat bt i do hope, u understand hw i feel too..

i dun feel gd when i stand u up..
i dun feel gd when i can't meet u..
but i hope u believe in me that i will b keeping my word..

that's frenz - forgive & forget..