backie.from.camp

was away for camp @ nacli from last tue till fri evening.. it was sm leadership course which also means it was boring.. yeaps, it was daily lectures from 9.00am to about 8.00pm.. no physical activity, no games.. juz books n speakers n videos n powerpoint slides..

BUT

it was inspiring.. e daily reflections forced my brain cells to work.. i thought about alot of stuff.. if this job is what i wanted n still want.. if i wanna subject myself to more burnt weekends, still.. many things i thought about n still thinking..

HOWEVER

i had 2 take-aways from e long long camp..

1) e word, 'renewal' - asking myself wat got me into this job.. how i get job satisfaction..

2) e phrase, 'do today what u plan tomorrow'.. this hit me straight in e face.. i noe myself as procrastinator.. i'll always tell myself, "aiyah, can do tomolo ma" but smtimes ended up delaying a few months! that phrase found its way to my head n i've been reciting that phrase e past few days n hopefully, i can improve on my procrastination.. mayb that will help me finish more work in lesser time.. but it's those sian times when u juz wanna be a little more laid-back after running a full marathon..

yeah.. let's see where this place takes me n hopefully, i can renew myself once again.. i've been too sian to work.. maybe coz my battery is dead..

BUT

i'm still getting job satisfaction w e r/s i have w coordinators (esp after last nite's meeting @ ad, i felt this bond w them.. it's always a nice feeling to b on gd terms w pple u work w).. i've great bosses that guide n whom i've learnt tons from.. i've fantastic colleagues whom u can juz sit back n yak to while snacking on all kinds of titbits..

yeah, i'm really grateful for these peeps..
let's juz see hw things go..
=)