urge

after having abstained fr it for 2.5yrs, i suddenly had an urge.. past few weeks, i was craving for it.. but i kept my stand n didn't let myself run loose.. dunno why but i guess i was feeling frustrated n wanted smthing to disperse them out..

well, it was tough when i made that decision coz i started it when i was sec 2 or 3? but i really got into it when i was 19 until 2.5yrs ago, w sm occasion of stopping n starting again.. it wasn't a cool thing for me but i juz kinda liked it.. that was hw i picked it up when i was sec sch.. i actually asked for it.. u noe, usually u wld offered n dared to try it? well, i asked for it fr a fren.. *sheepish smile*

anyhws, that was then.. thereafter when i was 19, most of my frenz were at it.. thus making it tough to throw it away altogether.. those were e days..

but i'm also glad that i decided to stamp it out of my life altogether.. well, it wld haf been diff if my workplace had alot of these peeps.. so, my job kinda helped me stamp it out..

to my frenz who r still at it, ul noe when to stamp it out.. it's au natural.. if u force it, it'll b worse..