December 20, 2005

H.A.P.P.Y

The title sums it ALL! Heehee.. Everyone's asking why am I feeling at the top of the world! Well, it's may seem nothing BIG after I say it out but to me, it's the most wonderful thing! Had a talk with BB e other night and told him that I've grown so tired of doing things while he took the back seat.. Oh well, leave the details of the talk and to the bottom line.. The summary of the talk was that he finally understood that he needs to put in effort if he wants our relationship to work out well..
He kinda rejected not going to Piranhas training after I literally point out to him that we weren't spending quality time together.. Most of the time, we are with the crowd.. Saturday, we spent the evening at home watching SHREK before going down TM for dinner and movie! Though it's such a simple date, it was the initiative of his that thrilled me! Somehow, the sparks and love that I seemed to have been missing for a long time, came back! Things seem to have gone back to the past..
The next few days, he was still his sweet him and I do miss that part of him.. I'm praying inside to have that last for the longest time ever and not just for that moment.. I do hope he really gets it in his head and keeps reminding himself of the things I pointed out to him.. So BB, if you're reading, your efforts paid off.. Just gotta keep it constant and I do love surprises!! Christmas is coming.. Not sure if he has planned anything.. My birthday is coming too!! How exciting! BB, you can plan such lovely things but only a matter of whether you want to do it or not and not that you have no time.. *mUacKzzzz*

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