K.I.C.K him outta my LYFE!!!

Yipe!!! He's outta my life!! Fast huh?? Well, I found out some stuff that made me realize that he is not worthy of my love AT ALL!!!!

I had initially asked him if he wanted / can spend some time with me on my birthday (which happens to be today!) and he never replied.. Not a single time.. Fine.. Was disappointed in the beginning.. Then I found out that he told his fren that we've broken up sometime back.. Hhmmmmm... 24th Dec is sometime back?? And somehow, that came out from his mouth like few days after we broke up... Nevermind... He went on to tell his friend that his love has lessened since a long time back! I was shocked!!! Throughout this time, was he just entertaining me or was he simply, LYING again??

The other day, I text him saying that prob it's my fault that I never excite him due to me not dressing up (which apparently he preferred!), he said NO, he's not that shallow.. Be it the most beautiful girl, he'll still do the same thing. And he said that past few days he was going out with this girl and he tried picturing him with her and he said he can't! BULLSHIT!!!

Anyways, I found out who that girl is.. It was someone whom he liked before we were together.. Their story aside but somehow I felt that he didn't wanna give us a second try may be partly because of her.. Since they are both single, why not?? I'm not too sure if he thinks like that but somehow I have a feeling he is thinking in that way but whatever! So much for saying, he cannot commit and blah blah blah.. They are all bullshit, Mr D.. I've been in relationships before and I've used that reason, or should I say, excuse many times..

So, at least now that I know all those stuff, I don't feel that it's my fault at all for not being able to get a second chance.. It's simply, he doesn't know how to treasure people in his life, not that I'm very great or anything like that.. It's simply how he is.. And now, I can truly feel that I'm better off without him.. So, it's all over, Mr D.. I'm sorry but I'll have to kick you out of my life until the day I can forget the lies that you've provided me.. So much for being friends when you don't even bother texting, "Happy Birthday.." Seems like our 10 years of frenship juz went down the drain as well.. Juz too bad..