My Decision

I've set my mind.. I'm going to MIA.. It's going to hurt but I have to do it.. Afterall, he has a girlfriend.. I'm just his ex.. Juz sent him an sms.. Telling him my decision.. I really dunno what to pen down here..

Am affected.. So what?? Friends have been telling me to come out of it.. Did I listen?? No.. I hope that by MIA-ing now, it's not too late.. Time spent with him is simply amazing.. I felt appreciated for who I am.. Felt appreciated for the girl I am.. It even felt like I was dating.. (I know it's NOT! That's why it's 'I' not 'we'!) I guess my friends are right.. He doesn't even know what he wants.. From what I see, it seems both sides are holding on to the relationship due to feelings and the length of time spent as a couple.. I shall leave it as that.. I've no right to comment..

I look forward to spending time with him.. He can make me smile even when I'm down.. Not many people can do that.. I'm happy with him.. Always chuckling with laughter.. Never bored with him.. Never had a lack of topic to talk about.. It appears we enjoy the companionship a whole lot.. Helps me analyse and provides some comments when it comes to brain-wrecking situation.. He's like a godsend after my last relationship.. Same horoscope signs but 2 different people.. It seems he is the guy that I'm looking for but how true? I wouldn't know until I'm with him.. Will I be with him?? I'm not too sure what God has planned..

O well.. I shall be on my way while he moves along with his life.. I hope for the best to happen to my friends, which of course he is one of them.. I'm always here.. Just give me a buzz.. I'm already contented to know that you have feelings for me and that it wasn't because of your shitty relationship..

God, I'm leaving everything to you..

If things are meant to happen, they will...
No matter what it takes...
No matter how long it takes..