s.i.a.n

*sigh* i dun quite know what's going on inside my head.. i used to like e place i m in.. well, i still do.. but somehow.. juz somehow, something is irritating me as well.. i dun quite noe hw to explain but it juz irks me, when i get dat feeling..

mayb 'coz e closer pple haf now left for greener pastures.. n i'm feeling alone? i dunno man.. but i juz haf dis weird feeling n i'm getting quite sick of it.. it feels as though i'm always misunderstood.. which is sucky n i'm nt quite e person that would bother to explain myself.. if pple ard me wanna see me in a different light then i guess that's too bad lor..

it's not my personality to try n explain things.. i feel pple shld b matured enuf to see for themselves n decide wat kinda person i m.. come to think of it, those frenz whom i'm v close w, usually were started off on a wrong note.. hahaha! even my baby n i..

so ya.. i juz miss those times where everyone was happy as a group n not groups.. dunno hw things turned out like that but i do hope things turn better.. =)