decided

yes, i've decided..

i've decided to go.. i spoke to a few peeps.. they gave me perspectives that i didn't see n that helped.. =)

why go? bcoz..

• i'm worn out of e workload at e current place;
• to have a different experience n see if i really like e field;
• when i become an scm in e near future, i can tell my colleagues that i've been thru wat their positions;
• to find my motivation once again..

why no go? bcoz..

• i'm afraid that i'm taking a longer way when i can actually go up any time nw;
• i'm afraid that i can't cope w e workload & culture;
• i can't bear to let go of my portfolio (i've been at it for e past almost 3 yrs) and e people that i've known fr it
• i can't bear to leave my current comfy workstation, env n colleagues (well, most of them)
  

yups.. that's my analysis..

to quote fr b1..
"no venture, no gain.."
wat will i gain? experience n exposure..

"u never know till u try.."
wat will i know? if i'm cut for e field..

yes, i've decided.. decided to go..